Saturday, November 14, 2009
I almost got tiong-ed today!Was chatting with Yj during the break and this ATB turned around. So disturbing.She murmured some words probably trying to phrase her Qns. She asked "....Do U speak hua yu?" I was taken aback like wtf. Eyes rolled. Silence. I took abt 3 seconds to decide my answer. "Yes, a little bit (with Hong Kong accent). Haha. Aparently, she played safe and asked her Qns in England. Yawn. The MRT wld have arrived within 1 min with the speed she's asking me. The Qns was "He had a tutorial class too rite?"(this in my own words, I forgot hers). Using the same slow speed, I replied her in broken England "Finished O-ready!" Yj also being frenly, she said "It ended."Haha. Come on~ Yj and I were conversing in both cheena n england the whole night behind her and was slapped with this ridiculous Qns "Do U speak Hua yu?" Oh~ maybe she thot we're conversing in Cantonese. Duh.Was surprised wif myself that I didn't reply "Ya, I can speak hua yu" else it's like I haf to accommodate and converse in cheena like who's doing who a favour! Almost got tiong-ed! Anyway, this is the longest conversation I had with an AT and....My God~~ No conversation wif AT in the near future....AT,Juz dun ask me anything okay..I'm really not that frenly.
scribbled @ 12:36 AM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Went Comex with Cin today and I saw someone who I didn't expect at all! It's really a...I'm really lost for words..simply elated la! We were at lvl 4 looking for the Canon printer ink and it was at the Acer booth or the booth b4 that I saw him. I was trying to pave my way out from the crowd and he was coming from the opposite direction towards me. From the corner of my eyes, (yes, the corner of my eyes very powderful, can see many things), I felt someone was looking towards my direction and I looked up and saw this familiar face! It took me a few seconds to react & recognise him. That, that guy... and I think I did something like " eh..hi...and smile(?)". Haha. It's really too sudden. I thought to myself it's better not to bump into him again anywhere in Comex cos it felt awkward ... and guess what? I bumped into him at lvl 6! At lvl 6, Cin & I were figuring out which direction we shld walk to and I turned around and saw him! He's just a booth away from me!Wah! Huat ah! Haha. It's kinda difficult not to spot him cos he's very tall. Almost 1.9m. I don't think he saw me this time cos he's was looking at some home theatre system...i think.Anyway, he acty remembers me...which is...ok...I'm very happy! Still so handsome n charming. Nice eyes and sharp nose. My type. No specs today. I hope my hair wasn't messy just now, no "hole" in my fringe...if not..aiyah. I thought I won't be seeing him anymore becos the last chance to see him was the last day of attachment(yes, few yrs back) which the 3 of us gals took a grp pic wif his buddies n him. I don't haf the pic anymore becos it's in the old hard disk that had crashed. Sigh. I think I saw him once after my attachment ended at one of the IT shows(again! He sure likes IT shows). I was on the up-riding escalator and my eyes wandered over at the other side of the down-riding escalator and I saw him! He was in uniform!Wah...lagi shuai and smart! I know he keeps a G.R..I was quite impressed that he knows where's the Star of the Sea before knowing he lives in the East... Today is a good day!!
scribbled @ 11:23 PM
Monday, August 24, 2009
Warning!!!..this blog entry is gonna be really, extremely, disgustingly long. You've been warned!To Miss Ong, if expect me to blog abt this.. U're right! Bingo! Anyway, a continuation of the entry below.. After i posted the entry, Miss O smsed me saying that she's forced to send tt sms. Okay. Fine. In short, we're back to our normal self.. till today, i checked my email after my kukong's funeral and got this from Miss Ong..Hey...Its better n clearer for me to tok tings thru here rather den sms to u both...N it is oso e best way to prove tt i mean wat i say n im nt juz jokin or wat..N it is also e fastest n clearest way to show tt im serious in severing ties w both of u. I can only say..im very disappointed in e both of u...It really too drama..I cant believe tt both of u really work hand in hand to betray me!! Its really too much! Firstly, darren, u r my bf n fiance..N i haf lost my virginity to u..U took away my everyting..In fact, i gave u my everyting...I sacrificed so much n did so much tings 4 u..N yet in return, u juz simply cut my engagement cert ( which i tried to stop u n even cry on e spot)...bt u juz cut it! Not only tt, u even walk off when my dad is stil tokin 2 u..v rude n disrespectful of u! Nw, u even grab hold of jasmin contact..n keep on sms her day n nite..Did u even rem i went to aust 2 times to find u? Did u rem im ur fiance? Did u rem im ur gf? Or u simply forget everyting juz like hw u treat ur Angelin?Simply forget everyting when u haf a new target?? Is dis wat u r tryin to tell me?! U purposely keep on find chance to keep on sms jasmin..purposely use me as e topic to sms her.. U told me n even put in ur blog tt u hate her. nw? if u really hate her, u wun even contact her coz it juz waste of ur sms to contact her..since u hate her so much..u urself even claim tt she is ur enemy.. Bt look at wat u r doing? U dun mind send sms to her..n it nt juz int sms...it ur hp sms..means u dun mind waste ur sms to juz contact her! n worst stil, i thot im e only gal u say im intelligent..bt in e end..u say jasmin is intelligent..Hw i feel?? Have u ever spare a thot for me?!!! As 4 jasmin, im too v disappointed in u..I treat u as my gd fren..my buddy..thus i told u abt my virginity issue n oso pregnancy issue..i thot u wun b like others to look down on me..i thot u ll understand me..i thot u ll help me..bt in e end??? wat i get in return is u telling me tt darren acty sms u...n u acty finds it v fun n interesting n funny to keep on sms back! hey..i trusted u so much n dis is wat u r telling me?! u two r obviously flirting in front of me openly! dis is really called flirting ok...I din even sms him or u so much within a day..n yet u 2 sms each other so many times within a day!!! hw can u treat me in dis way?? n y?? Do u noe wat e feelin of being betrayed?? I oso once kanna betrayed b4..in fact is 2 times..i tink i gt told u b4..tt my fren jiewei? i oso told her abt my rs probs...n i thot she ll understand me..coz tt time she oso kanna breakup n she even wan to b lesbian w me n commit suicide..bt i tried to help her..by persuading her n encouragin her..den when im e one who is experiencin love probs..i turn to her..n wat i get in return??! she simply told her frens (my jc frens) tt im v irritating..keep on disturbing her...coz watever she says i juz dun listen...she told dis to hidayah n sherine..they r juz gossipping behind me! is dis e way frens shld behave?? nt only tt...hidayah n jiewei keep on talkin abt me..i alr haf a terrible experience w my frens..n even sistz grp..n nw dis!! hw i can take it??! e worst ting..is u 2 r flirting in front of me openly..really no respect for me..I ll always rem in 2007...hw hard i try to console myself..tt darren really loves me..n really nt interested in u...u noe hw hard is tt 4 me?? i rem e 1st time he come n secretly meet me..is when i was meetin u at tamp mrt...bt u were late..n i was waiting 4 u at e mrt control station..i was wearin e purple cardigan plus dorothy perkins shorts...den when u arrive...he told me tt u acty v chio..n is ur type of gal tt he is looking for..nt only tt..he says my shorts is v v ugly...ur shorts is v nice..hw i feel? may i ask u darren?? nt only tt...ltr on..u try to add jasmin..n even wan to include her in our activities n meeting..i stil rem u say nx time we cycle frm tamp to bedok..rem to ask jasmin to come along..coz like tt nt boring mah..e more ppl e more merrier..fuck u la! so u r sayin im v boring??? r we frens or r we in a rs?? is jasmin ur gf? u even wan to ask her go escape themepark...n there is somemore! u even try to add her on ur frenster n msn..n i rem gt 1 mornie..u even ask me e 1st ting instead of sayin gd mornie to me is..hw come jasmin delete u in frenster? is she angry w u?? It v obvious Jasmin stands a particular place in ur heart...Hw i feel?? Do u noe hw hard it is really for me to let go of dis emotional burden as well as pyschological prob..Next up is Alina n joyce issue...N history repeats again! 2007...2008...2009!! wat is dis!! i thot i gv u my everyting..ll change u..ll make u stay loyal n committed to me..bt in e end?? u stil flirt w her! n worst stil, u even sms her n haf her contact no! n at e expense of our rs...i can swear to god..nvr at all i let u down or make u wear green hat... Ok la...wat has happened has happened..bt i really dun wish to c e both of u anymore or haf anyting to do w e both of u.. It enuf...U 2 can do watever u wan..u 2 can cont to develop ur pretentious "frenshIp' or watever fuckin ting u all wan to do...I gv up..I surrender..Coz im simply nt interested..n my heart is really broken to shattered pieces..I really hope dis email really clearly put an end to everyting...N 2 e both of u..do nt need to reply me coz i alr blocked ur emails acc...I dun need to introduce e 2 of u anymore..N i wun b using my new simcard or old singtel simcard..i ll temporarily shut myself off frm e outside world..i really hope i can stand up once again..despite wat e 2 of u haf hurt me so deeply..dis is nt a drama..bt a real life story...I really simply haf enuf.. n i wun b readin u 2 blogs...or watever u name it...Jus end it here la..our rs n as well as frenship..I wish u 2 all e best den...Take care. Dis is really my last contact. Regards, Kai Ling-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------And my thoughts...(Mine in bold)n worst stil, i thot im e only gal u say im intelligent..bt in e end..u say jasmin is intelligent..(I dun find tt a compliment coming from this kind of person! It's more like mocking! Rather, if my lecturer said tt to me..ya, it's true!)Hw i feel?? Have u ever spare a thot for me?!!! As 4 jasmin, im too v disappointed in u..(same here)I treat u as my gd fren..my buddy..( i treated u tooo)thus i told u abt my virginity issue n oso pregnancy issue..(yes. I heard it from u.)i thot u wun b like others to look down on me..( Did i display any "looking down" down u? Only u know)i thot u ll understand me..(I understand)i thot u ll help me..bt in e end???( U mean I've nvr extend my helping hands at all? Senile or what?) wat i get in return is u telling me tt darren acty sms u...n u acty finds it v fun n interesting n funny to keep on sms back!( of cos..a loser who can't contact his ex but haf to go thru my resume n take my contact n used me as a communication tool btwn them! How downright despicable act is that!!And accusing me of breaking them up!) which hey..i trusted u so much n dis is wat u r telling me?! (this is honesty, i haf to tell u) u two r obviously flirting in front of me openly!( this is not flirting! I'm making my stand..standing up for MYSELF okay, I'm nt the kind who likes to be accused) dis is really called flirting ok...(it's not)I din even sms him or u so much within a day..(u sure didn't sms me tt many la...but are u sure u didn't sms tt many while both of u still together? Get alive!))n yet u 2 sms each other so many times within a day!!!(he's the one who's been pestering me!! Get that straight!!) hw can u treat me in dis way??(and hw are u treating me) n y??(i oso wanna noe y) Do u noe wat e feelin of being betrayed??( y not? U think u're are the only one who experience that?) I oso once kanna betrayed b4..in fact is 2 times..i tink i gt told u b4..tt my fren jiewei?(sort of...) i oso told her abt my rs probs...n i thot she ll understand me..coz tt time she oso kanna breakup n she even wan to b lesbian w me n commit suicide..bt i tried to help her..by persuading her n encouragin her..(isn't that my role to u?)den when im e one who is experiencin love probs..i turn to her..n wat i get in return??! she simply told her frens (my jc frens) tt im v irritating..keep on disturbing her(no comments)...coz watever she says i juz dun listen...(not very1 is like me okay? She's right, u dun listen.. u know it urself.. )she told dis to hidayah n sherine..they r juz gossipping behind me! is dis e way frens shld behave??(i'm not in the position to comment.. U shld clarify wif her) nt only tt...hidayah n jiewei keep on talkin abt me..i alr haf a terrible experience w my frens..n even sistz grp..n nw dis!!( n y is this so? every1 is helping u.. wif gd intention .. helping u out from this r/s) hw i can take it??!e worst ting..is u 2 r flirting in front of me openly(as above...same accusation..behaving like dirty thing)..really no respect for me..I ll always rem in 2007...hw hard i try to console myself..tt darren really loves me..(self delusion)n really nt interested in u...u noe hw hard is tt 4 me?? i rem e 1st time he come n secretly meet me..is when i was meetin u at tamp mrt...bt u were late..n i was waiting 4 u at e mrt control station..i was wearin e purple cardigan plus dorothy perkins shorts...den when u arrive...he told me tt u acty v chio..n is ur type of gal tt he is looking for(AGAIN...not a compliment to me.. if won bin said tt..ya..it's true!It's true! It's damn true!)..nt only tt..he says my shorts is v v ugly(no comments)...ur shorts is v nice.(nvr see khaki shorts b4 izzit?).hw i feel? may i ask u darren?? nt only tt...ltr on..u try to add jasmin..n even wan to include her in our activities n meeting..i stil rem u say nx time we cycle frm tamp to bedok..rem to ask jasmin to come along..coz like tt nt boring mah..e more ppl e more merrier(not interested! I cycled very fast! I hate turtles!)..fuck u la!(Yeah.. fuck too!) so u r sayin im v boring??? r we frens or r we in a rs?? is jasmin ur gf?(Nvr in my nxt 1000 lifetimes) u even wan to ask her go escape themepark...n there is somemore!(i hate theme rides! Nvr my kind of activities...only si ginnas will like tt..talk is cheap!) u even try to add her on ur frenster n msn..n i rem gt 1 mornie..u even ask me e 1st ting instead of sayin gd mornie to me is..hw come jasmin delete u in frenster? is she angry w u??(It's disturbing to have dirty things in my frenster list! Of cos delete la..Report user if there's a need) It v obvious Jasmin stands a particular place in ur heart(yucks...where's my won bin?)...Hw i feel?? Do u noe hw hard it is really for me to let go of dis emotional burden as well as pyschological prob..Next up is Alina n joyce issue...(see..it's the dirty thing problem la)N history repeats again! 2007...2008...2009!! wat is dis!! i thot i gv u my everyting..ll change u..ll make u stay loyal n committed to me..bt in e end?? u stil flirt w her! n worst stil, u even sms her n haf her contact no! n at e expense of our rs...i can swear to god..nvr at all i let u down or make u wear green hat... btw what's makes u think i'm flirting with this obnoxious person? Do u know what's flirting? I even showed u the msg that he sent to me last night @ ku kong wake..every single sms and my smses to him DO NOT consist of any flirting words. My smses to him are all my what I have been telling u over n over again.. And it's the same obnoxious person who starting contacting me first okay! I supposed u forgot what's my smses to him? I've asked him what's his purpose for contacting me again n again but he cldn't give me an answer.. So is this flirting to him? Come on la..i'm not blind!! I dun need kind of quality of ppl ard me! I rather be a lesbian than to have anything to wif him sia.....yucks...just thinking of it makes me sick!To think I've to go thru this in midst of losing ku kong? Being pestered by smses by this fucking knn, guai lan, lan jiao lang! A cheespie who thinks i'm flirting?! Hey..know what?! Both of u are really a match in heaven!Equally sick n mentally unsound! If accusing me of flirting wif him to make u feel better to move on, this is S-I-C-K!U can only blame urself for the state tt u're in!! Knowing this bastard who ruin ur life, ur frenship wif sistaz grp n frens n family. I have my own family problems yet being accused of this n that. Really WTF AGAIN! Anyway, I had enuff. This person can fuck her life away for all I care, dun expect me to reply to ur yet another pathetic sms. Yaya...cut off all contacts..same here! Really wasted my time with her, talking to her, helping her... I'm gonna stand firm, oblivious anything abt her, even if i see her anywhere.. This is the real me.I'm nt like her, giving in juz to please the balls! Labels: WTF 2
scribbled @ 11:35 PM
Sunday, August 02, 2009
A definition from Wiki for Friendship:
Friendship is co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis.
Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors.
Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them.I'm feeling very upset now..and having a headache.. All thanks to Miss O. A brief history... Ms O n I have known each other ... or rather had known each other since Sec 1 and we've been in actively contacting each other during this decade friendship so it's really a long time. This Miss O, bf, Mr Lim, according to Miss O, is a paranoid, low self-esteem, MCP, jealous, emotional and etc....doesn't like our friendship becos of ... He thinks I'm always, always trying to break their r/s. Seriously, if u haf a fren in a torturing r/s, the immediate advice is to end the r/s which Miss O her sisters grp agree in unison.Sad to say, our friendship has ended abruptly becos of ....U read on.We haven't been contacting each other for almost a year till yesterday, I received her sms saying that she needed a listening ear and that she dunno who to turn to and thot of me. She's been emotionally, mentally, psychologically affected by this guy for the past 2 yrs which I know this bastard...but I haven't meet him in person but trust me, U wldn't wan to see him...he's just a awkward monster not forgetting, desperately in need a complete cosmetic surgery for the fugly face! Anyway back to Miss O. I met her after class and despite us not meeting for almost a year, we're just back to our normal self, not a tinge of awkwardness. Of cos, as usual she told me the problems that they have and honestly, the problems are not new. All are just too familiar cos that'swhat they had been going through all along, It's just history repeating itself, again and again. Not going into details cos it's not worth my time. Miss O knows the problems but she just doesn't bear to let it go. Last night, Miss O shown determination, wanting to end the r/s. We talked, talked and talked abt it. I felt that at least she's heading to a right direction. And of cos, we talked other stuff besides that ridiculous r/s which I felt comforting becos somehow we are facing some common problems. I wldn't deny that she's a good person to confide in.
And tonight, I received a sms from her.. i jus met him. I cant let go n wan patch back w him, he doesnt like me to haf any contacts w u s he scared u bring me ard to flirt w guys. I wun contact u anymore. So dis ll b my last sms. I didn't expect this. Ouch. That hurts. Really.Clarification: Erm... he scared u bring me ard to flirt w guys.. Wow..I wish I had that many guys to flirt. Oh yes...I have a readily avaliable guy and he's a bachelor. 89 years old. Interested?I was really shocked after reading the sms becos it's really out of nowhere, without any warning and i cld feel this sudden gush of warm feeling rushing up to my head as i read it. This is my sms to her: wtf! I really don't get you..You just gonna sink further in. Let him ruin you.. This is shocking esp from u saying this is ur last msg?! so i guess our frenship is over? if he respects u, he shld respect ur frens n family. all the best then.. Oh ya, how long have we known each other? Have i intro or brought any guys to flirt? You know it.. And it's not YOU to flirt..You're becoming him, even doubting urself! You're losing urself! WAKE UP!So Miss Lai, AGAIN, you've wasted ur time on her, listening to her problems, giving her which u think is advice that turn on deaf ears.. Like a rag, throwned aside after being used. Well done. The couple 1, Miss Lai 0I really don't get it...a 23 yo who can't think for herself, who can't decides who can be her frens, who dun realised ttlove is not everything, there's always first for everything,having to listen to a bastard who decides who shld be her frens?! In fact, he dun even wans her to haf frens! Only HE, he is the only person who CAN be in her world. Ridiculous! Are we in B.C 100 era? Love is really great huh... Really wtf!I mean is this friendship? A friendship ended just by having a guy to tell her...hey I dun like ur fren, dun contact her anymore? The miracle of words. I remembered reminding myself dun waste time listening or giving advice to Ms O cos u jolly well know how the outcome be which is she'll still be back in the r/s, tt's the reason y I cldn't bother to contact her last yr but ystd her sms-es were so.....jus needed someone to hear her out and this is what i've got. I asked myself this, what if she needs ur help in the future, just like ystd, will you be there for her? Ignore her becos of what she said? Ignore her becos u feel hurt and betrayl? Or from def "They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship." Are we still frens? Is this the end? This is the end? This is sad.Shall I expose his Fugly pic here? Expose, expose, expose...Nah, the pics are in my laptop which, unfortunately, crashed since 2008. Anyway, even my 89 yo bachelor is so much better looking than that jerk. ARgghhhh...Really feeling Wtf. Labels: WTF
scribbled @ 10:44 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009
Psst...Psst.. What's this?
I thought I'll get the Carabiner and thumdrive with the preorder but it's actually with the Sims 3 box to be collected @ Iluma on June 2. Chey!Labels: Sims 3
scribbled @ 9:17 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Bak Chang!!
Burp.
scribbled @ 10:45 PM
Sunday, May 03, 2009
Holy Shiat!!! Check this out! Sims 3!!!! I just received the email from EA store and they having a preorder for Sims 3! Finally!! Woohoo! I've been waiting for this since the US, Canada started allowing preorders since ...few mths ago... My heart is beating fast!!! Help!! Haha. Goodness. The email stated that Preorder starts from Apr 28(?)! Duh. I received the email just a few moments ago (3 May 2009 1150++hrs). I'm getting petty over this.
Anyway, I'm going to preorder the collector's edition tmr. Can't wait.The Sims 3 Collector’s Editionincludes EXCLUSIVE bonus content:The Sims 3 game ( the MOST impt item)2GB Plumbob USB drive and Carabiner (2 GB thumbdrive is cheap, almost obselet, Carabiner(?) it doesn't matter as long it's green)European Sports Car Download (in game)New The Sims 3 theme music (doesn't matter)Prima Tips & Hints Guide (hmm...dummy guide?)US$10 of Sims points for The Sims™ 3 Store( Fansite CCs have better items)All FOR JUST S$74.90!
PLUS
The FIRST 600 game redemptions will receive an exclusive The Sims™ 3 T-shirt (300 ladies free-size & 300 men free-size, while stocks last) PLUS a few extra surprises!( I want! I want! )
A moment to cool down...
I saw Ashley yesterday at MS. PHD. Yeap.Practically lose contact wif her ever since....lost count already. I tried gooogled her using her new name K sumthing that I'm not sure how it's spelt and pronounced and surprisely there's some websites having her name(hopefully that's her). I have to stress this ....i'm not a stalker! Definitely not! Just wanna find a lost friend.
Labels: Sims 3
scribbled @ 11:42 PM
